Gone in 40 years: the global icecap

12 12 06
Brain dead, besieged, erased..within moments of walking in, even with the beautiful white xmas plant that the 41st st mensches gave me for my birthday...

E said the planning meeting for tomorrow was unpleasant, he had no voice..
Why does it have to be so harsh and hard for such small stakes?

And,...this morning on BBC news a Cambridge ocean scientist said in 40 years the polar ice cap will melt, it's now irreversible.

Already dead, dead star..a bit of light but yes..already dead.
(I wait for the chorus contradicting me...Giving me perspective.)

Really really want to cry...
Thinking about stuff I don't want to think about.

More brain dead than before.!!!